Digging up the pain to feel something

03/31/2014 Entry I jumped through the necessary hoops and got taxes done today. Yay me. One thing I learned is apparently Jackson Hewitt does your taxes for free if your husband/wife dies the year before…so, that was kind of a nice break. I’ve been feeling numb and frozen emotionally, so I decided to peek into …

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33 bullets, a magazine clip, a cell phone, a hip holster, and the gun

03/11/2014 Entry Today I finally decided to bite the bullet and go to the police department to get the items that they took that night for "evidence". If I’m honest with myself, the truth is that I’ve been dreading getting Brandon’s things back…a part of me almost didn’t even want them to ever give them …

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