Digging up the pain to feel something

03/31/2014 Entry I jumped through the necessary hoops and got taxes done today. Yay me. One thing I learned is apparently Jackson Hewitt does your taxes for free if your husband/wife dies the year before…so, that was kind of a nice break. I’ve been feeling numb and frozen emotionally, so I decided to peek into …

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Frustrations of filing taxes

03/25/2014 Entry Usually I file taxes as soon as all of the appropriate paperwork comes in, which for the past few years has been in February. March is almost over and I still haven’t touched taxes this year. It really doesn’t surprise me, this whole year I’ve been behind on everything. My plan for this …

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33 bullets, a magazine clip, a cell phone, a hip holster, and the gun

03/11/2014 Entry Today I finally decided to bite the bullet and go to the police department to get the items that they took that night for "evidence". If I’m honest with myself, the truth is that I’ve been dreading getting Brandon’s things back…a part of me almost didn’t even want them to ever give them …

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First wedding anniversary

Day 327: 01/22/2014 Entry Today should have been the one year anniversary of Brandon and I being married. I suppose it technically still is, except that he’s dead and I’m technically no longer married. Hmm. Aren’t I cheery today? Let me start again: Today Brandon and I would have been married for a year. The …

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